Monday, March 21, 2011

I'm Not Ready

I was supposed to substitute teach two days next week. I prepared myself for it mentally and physically. I pumped enough milk for both days in advance and froze it. But as it came closer to return to work date, I started to panic. I wasn't ready. It was the same panic I experienced when I tried to return to work when Ari was three months old. I looked at Samara and she looked so little to me. I don't feel ready to leave her for an entire day.

I just couldn't do it. I contacted the school and told them that I wasn't ready.

I'm not ready, and I'm okay with that.


  1. I can't imagine having to go back to work so soon. I completely understand why you are not ready.

  2. It hard to leave babies to go to work. I don't think I will ever be ready, lol! :)

  3. Every Mom has a hard time with that and who can blame you?


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